Dear Jessica
Harlo girl! I am very sad about that those things that I have done previously. I hope to amend it to you. But I know you ain't a forgiving person, therefore there is nothing I can do but to communicate with you using this homepage thing.
Whatever so, I never expects you to be so mad at me. Actually, my original plan is to piss you off and get you out of my life. But somehow or rather, I feel more guilty than I thought. I couldn't play as hard as before when we went to that EASTZONE in East Coast Park. I couldn't smile. I couldn't talk. What I was thinking in only one thing. Why am I so bad? You know when I going to depart with a person I know, I would either prefer a silence break-off or a irritation break-off. I prefer the other party to be angry with me rather than to still regard me as friends. I knew I am kinda of sadist over this. But I just help it. When you slammed the car door yesterday night, I am shocked cum happy. I am happy because I can finally find my way off to loneliness. But now, I do find loneliness very scary. It is because I don't get to talk to you. I don't get to talk to you on SMS or IRC or on the phone. I really missed the time when we stayed up late late in the night to study and we talk about things.
I dun expect 100% forgiveness. But then I would love to be able to talk to you like before. Can ? or Not ? Just simply one day, I am already very sad and lonely without talking to you. Anyway, plurplsss let me go out with you and talk to you like before. PLURRPLLLLLSSSSSSSSS. I BEG YOU......... PLURPLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......................................................................
p/s : your homepage will be updated everyday...........pls check it out daily
LOVE RoBiN ;-(